Monday Post 305c

Good afternoon! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Monday now stands @ only 489 (but going out next and will have a more substantial plodding total to report later, I'm certain) but secondly and way more importantly, I'm really still owed FIFTY-SEVEN MINUTES online after Tina leaves!! Righteo, continuing events for Monday?

• Now @ 12:48pm I've finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:39. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! nature didn't call until 7:05am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 7:15am beginning  beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• Now @ 1:15pm I've played one more game of Bejeweled lasting 7:42. Right, promise I won't play again till toms. XD
• Unsure why dad didn't leave for work until 8:15am? Worked great for me; I fell right back asleep and awoke to use the pot :P once more when dearest dad came to kiss me bye before leaving. Oh, and I had this really cool dream! 
  1. PIG mum’s leading a rescue team! We’re all riding packhorses/donkeys and traversing along some mountain trail; the dream ends when she picks up some African female child to examine her!
• Shirley and I cuddled and snored, me waking once more for the pot :P when PIG mum begins her usual a-THUMPING around upstairs. Shortly afterwards, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with nothing but the bra strap (ah, blasted hydro ><) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, whi9ch I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• PIG mum comes back to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps (remember, she seriously only helps with the straps; I'm the one doing the leg lifting, holding leg in place while she positions AFO under leg, placing leg down into brace and bending knee to allow ankle to fall into the bottom of the brace) and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and  continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
   Cheers,
  Em. ^^
  
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^