Monday, February 10, 2020

Tuesday Post 303

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1308 steps and secondly, TWFT topic's 'You Must Show Compassion (3)'. Anyways, events for today?
  • Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:20am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
  • At 1:34pm I've played one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:03. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • Now @ 2:01pm I've finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:47. That's today's quotas satisfied and now I promise to willingly hitthesack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, because for my first game I already lasted 11:54!
  • Fifteen minutes later, dearest dad comes to kiss me bye and retuck Shirley and I back intobed before leaving for his hard day's work.
  • We cuddled and snored for another hour, me waking to use the pot :P once more before PIG mum began her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with nothing but he bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
  • PIG mum comes back to help with Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for just one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
  • After getting myself a spoon, breakfast is two plain (no honey) Weet-Bix, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. :P Over breakfast, 
     I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • Breakfast done, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful Gods near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.There, after lifting the toilet lid I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  • After washing and drying Era, I turned the alarm on and climbed into the backseat of the 4WD and PIG mum tootled me off for my weekly torture session with Vincent the bloody physio.
  • Physio today: stood entire session, bent to ground about eleven times for Ela to touch and move object, bent to ground twice/thrice more for Ela to touch ground, reaching for both hands, standing practice, turning two/three 360s and the full five attempts before successfully leaving. Lol, Vincent put me under that much stress that afterwards, when I was back seated in the waiting room Kat jie jie told PIG mum, "She's teary." PIG mum didn't even deign to reply her; me, I was thinking, "Be thankful I'm only teary and not downright sobbing loudly, else I might scare your client away!" XD
  • Afterwards, PIG mum tootled us off to Sunnybank Hills, first to buy groceries from Woolies (Jessica was manning the self-serve checkouts; I asked her wasn't she usually behind an assisted checkout? She laughed, nodded and then gestured upstairs, saying, "They said work here today") then munched a delicious kaarage chicken rice from Sushi K Chef for lunch, coz I knew I wouldn't be getting any rice for dinner tonight. PIG mum had teriyaki eel rice and we both shared a Japanese milk green tea with pearl, although I reckon Sunnybank Plaza has yummier pearls and even worse, this place doesn't have pudding!
  • PIG mum tootled us home, I used the loo for one more tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful Gods near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
  • Shelby's minding me from 3:30pm till 5:30pm and then it's Nat taking me to Toastmasters @ 5:30pm!
  • Toms: doing my GCCW homework toms morning; topic's 'sibling rivalry and I'm gonna write about Ashton, Digby and Smooch!
  • Fingers crossed I can watch Seven's morning news!
  • Think Nat's minding me from 12:30pm till 3:30pm? Perhaps expect a pissy plodding total from me toms; I may not head out.
  • Hopefully someone will take me to choir toms night!
  • Righteo, hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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