Good afternoon again! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Friday now stands @ 1100 (ha, I'm just over one grand XD) but secondly and way more importantly, I'm really still owed TEN MINUTES online after Kim minds me for two hours!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 6th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature doesn’t call until 5:25am, and after one pot :P trip I spend the ten minutes until 5:35am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Actually, life’s heaps easier what with her being in Hong Kong right now; these three weeks will be as much a break for me as it is for her! XD
Daddy Bear and I cuddle and snore, me waking hourly for the pot :p until Carol arrives a few minutes early. After one earlier pot :P trip, I also spend ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Carol gets me kitted and we head over to the bathroom, where I brush teeth. Thanks to Carol who squirts me out some toothpaste.
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Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Em. ^^
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