Thursday post 264

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1030 steps (ha, I’m just over one grand XD) and secondly, TWFT topic’s “You’ll Get Back More Than You Give” but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and FIVE MINUTES online after Kim leaves @ 3:30pm!! Anyways, events for today?

Yay, 5^th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:50am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7:00am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:58pm I lasted 6:45. Now, lemme finish one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Nature calls again one hour later; Kim actually announces her arrival while I’m over the pot! XD Still, it takes time for dearest dad to let her in, by the time they’ve exchanged pleasantries and she’s let herself into my room, I’m back in bed. Daddy Bear’s extremely pleased that she had the courtesy to bid us good morning before heading further into the house. XD
• Now @ 3:23pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:55. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• When Kim comes back, she gets me kitted and I head over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Ela enjoys one extra break~

Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Breakfast was some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast torn into it, one full mug of water 9which I tipped out but PIG one saw and immediately poured me another one; I just waited until she’d gone upstairs before tipping it out again XD) – bbl!

Cheers,

Em. ^^