Thursday Post 262b

Heylo again! Em's new plodding total for Thursday now stands @ 1608. Righteo, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 4:57pm, I lasted 5:28. Now, lemme finish one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I'll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! I did randomly wake once during the night but quickly fell back asleep before my bladder had time to demand I use the pot. :P Nature called again around 7am and after one pot :P trip I quickly fell back asleep coz Kim was coming to help me up @ 8am!
• Luckily, when Kim arrived five minutes early, she stayed outside chatting with dad, which gave me time to quickly use the pot :P again and spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Actually, life’s heaps easier what with her being in Hong Kong right now; these three weeks will be as much a break for me as it is for her! XD
• When Kim came back, she gets me kitted and I head over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Kim won’t squirt out toothpaste for me like all my other carers do, but hey.  Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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    • After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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      Breakfast is one small bowl of plain porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) sultana bread (it’s our compromise: I don’t ask Kim for butter and she gives me sultana instead of white bread XD), one mug of white tea sweetened with one spoonful of honey, all my usual drugs :P and one small mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude! Thanks also to Kim who's turned on Sunrise for me to watch~
    • • Breakfast finished, I head out to the Camry and Kim tootles me off to the Garbo library for GCCW!
      •  After using the loo once, Kim leaves me seated then leaves for her work meeting.
      • • Fifteen people attended today; even better someone said my homework was very good and someone else said it was excellent! There’s only two meetings left for the year! Next fortnight’s homework topic’s ‘atlas’.
      • • Now @ 6:24pm, I've finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 6:47. That's today's quotas satisfied, and I now promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I've also finished one more memorable game lasting 8:33!
      • • After one more loo trip, Kim tootles me off to Cafe Mi for lunch, parking outside the cinemas.
      • • I have the Asian meal, some kinda fish with rice while Kim has honey chicken with rice. We trade some meat; I also introduce Kim to beancurd and donate my celery to her. XD
      • • Lunch over (I'm happily full; it's such a rare, pleasant occurence! XD) Kim tootles me home. Score, dearest dad's home too, meaning I get outta having to turn off the alarm today~
      • • So a nice hot shower for me - I wash and rinse my own hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sing 21% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers. Actually, I'm done showering after only 16%, but keep watering myself for one more tinkle before turning the water off. XD
          Cheers,
      • • Em. ^^