Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1211 steps; secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Giant-Killers (3)’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s just one. Anyways, events for today?
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @
- Now @
Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:05am , and after one pot :P trip I spend the ten minutes till 6:15am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Afterwards, Daddy Bear and I had a massive snore, with me not waking again for the pot :p until PIG mum closed the sliding door for the downstairs bathroom! The funniest thing is, I immediately fell back asleep again and didn’t wake until she let herself into my room!
- Before getting myself mostly independently kitted, I gave myself fifteen more minutes.
PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Wendy’s already seated, eating some congee and immediately offers me some, but I politely decline, sheepishly explaining that I grew up with the notion that your mum made you plain congee when you were sick, and it’s rather put me off for life. XD
- Breakfast was two plain (no honey) Weet-Bix, one full mug of water (which I tip down the sink coz PIG mum’s upstairs changing XD) and all my usual drugs. :P Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- When PIG mum comes downstairs, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the 4WD and she tootles us off to church. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, and because it’s Sunday morning, she won’t lemme turn the radio on, coz she’s ‘too busy preparing her heart to worship God’, whatever that really means. Whatever. I just spent the short trip with both eyes closed and silently telling the cruel and unfaithful God how much I DESPISED Him. *sigh*
- At church, I hiked downstairs, used the loo once then entered class. PIG mum bolted upstairs for CM, and I asked Pastor Chris to please sit beside me, before I pointed out my cap to Calvin, who gave a smirk of laughter. Pastor Chris looked @ the cap, gave an exasperated huff and immediately stood up. XD
- About seven students @ class today; Pastor Chris covered lesson five, which was about making an effective apology.
- Afterwards, I used the loo once more, grabbed some morning tea and took a seat. Uncle Slam sat beside me, regaling PIG mum and I about how he’s been using his sick leave this week coz he’s got the flu, the poor sod.
- Time for service, I hauled myself upstairs and grabbed my usual spot. PIG mum bolted off for her very informal ‘fellowship’ with all the other aunties who can’t be bothered attending Bible study like my dearest dad does either.
- Yay, Becca sat beside me and I got to stay seated for service today! I sang everything I knew, plus the harmony for three songs, but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Pastor Chris with another sermon from his series from First John entitled Wholesome.
- Afterwards, I used the loo for one more tinkle, then PIG mum tootled us off to lunch with dearest dad @ Maccas.
- One cheap five dollar meal later, PIG mum tootled us home. I turned off the alarm, used the loo for one tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Dad had better take us out for dinner tonight; I’ve not had a dinner out with him this week yet!
- Toms: fingers crossed I’ll get to watch the morning news; I’ve just got blasted hydro to endure in the arvo with Tina.
- Hopefully when she leaves I’ll still get the chance to read for one hour before returning online~
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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