Friday Post 261b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post online before midday. XD Firstly, this morning I've only been hard @ work plodding 267 steps (obviously, I've not left the house yet); secondly, TWFT topic's "Knowing God's Will - It's A Powerful Thing!" and thirdly, the spam count for the week's twenty-one but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY MINUTES online after Carol leaves @ midday!! Anyways, events for today?

• I used the pot :P once last night around 2:30am and again this morning around 6am, before spending the ten minutes till 6:10am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Actually, life’s heaps easier what with her being in Hong Kong right now; these three weeks will be as much a break for me as it is for her! XD

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 11:01pm, I lasted 5:17. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• The teddies and cuddle and snore, me waking hourly for the pot :P until Carol arrives five minutes early, @ 9:55am. Once she’s inside, I sit up and ask her please to help me get ready and outta bed, because it’s already 10am and I don’t wanna be back into bed for another night’s sleep before twelve hours have passed. However, when I ask her to please help me up, dad randomly accuses me of being aggressive? Whatever, but I’ve decided: if when I get back to my bedroom tonight it’s not 10pm yet, I’m just gonna sit on my commode chair and not get back into bed till after 10pm, coz it really feels like I’ve wasted the day when I’m back in bed for another night’s sleep before the day has passed
  
  • Carol gets me kitted for the day and then I head over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Thanks to Carol who squirts me some toothpaste.
  Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing
  continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After washing and drying Era, I head out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, which is one small bowl of plain porridge, one corn cob (thanks to Carol who smeared butter over it for me), one slice of buttered toast, all my usual drugs :P and one mug of white tea sweetened with one spoonful of honey. Over breakfast, 
  I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• After breakfast, Carol comes with me as I go turn on the light then plop online. At 11:30am, i watch Nine's morning news, which was read by Brett McLeod. All the interesting surnames I saw/heard: Genders, Kearsley, Willan, Fitzsimmons, Macris, Macpherson, Heinke, Penfold, Abrahms, Starc, Stanlake, Munford, Mensol and Crewther.
• Before Carol leaves @ midday, I use the loo once more for two tinkles. She's back Sunday morning @ 9:30am and taking me to church @ Redeemer!
• Waiting for dad to come home and feed me tasteless leftovers for lunch before I see Ray for some massage and acupuncture.
• Kim's coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm.
• Toms: expect a super-pissy plodding total from me, coz I'm not going out. Besta's coming to mind me from 10am till 2pm; will remember to shower @ 12:30pm coz Kim's not coming 4pm till 6pm. Still, hoping that Besta will feed me three mugs of white tea with two sugars and I'll get to read for three hours! Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing weekend ahead!
  Cheers,
• Em. ^^