Saturday Post 255

Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 954 steps (so I should've cracked 1000 steps before the night's out, hopefully) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Keep Trusting God'. Anyways, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 5:30pm, I lasted 5:30. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Now @ 5:37pm, I've finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:40. That's today's quotas satisfied, and I now promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Huh, I didn't get to start building an awesome sleep streak coz inconsiderate PIG mum went a-THUMPING around upstairs @ 12:05am! *sigh* She's working this morning; why couldn't she hit the sack earlier?? *sigh*
• Nature called again @ 6:10am; after another pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:20am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• One more hours of sleep follows, ended when PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. After another pot :P trip, 
   I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• Once PIG mum hits me with the eye goo and leaves for her morning's work, dearest dad comes and retucks the teddies and I back into bed and promises to stay quiet before leaving us to snore in peace.
• Now @ 6:08pm I've finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 7:08. Right, promise I won't play again till toms. XD
• Argh, fingers crossed I can bbl, coz I'm still owed FIFTY MINUTES online!! >< *sigh*
  
  Cheers,
  
  Em. ^^