Sunday Post 254

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1913 steps (and I'm certain I'll have passed two grand before the night's out XD); secondly, TWFT topic's 'Being There In The Crisis (4)' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's six. Anyways, events for today?

• At 2:58pm, for my first game of Bejeweled, I lasted 6:05. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Now @ 3:15pm I've finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:52. That's today's quotas satisfied and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Lol, my four night awesome sleep streak ended not @ the usual time of like 2am, but not till 4:05am! Winter's definitely coming … I realised that when I was relieving myself and freezing my socks off! >< XD
• Nature called again around 6:20am, and after one pot :p trip I immediately fell back asleep, knowing PIG mum would start being noisy around 7:20am.
• Like clockwork, @ 7:20am PIG mum starts her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs, I use the pot :P again then spend the ten minutes until 7:30am beginning  a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• PIG mum enters my room 2 7:30am to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee, coz dearest dad hasn't left for church yet before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• She comes back to help with Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, 
  rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• Breakfast is one of the lil plain buns PIG mum baked like last night, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one cup of that fake chocolate milk. pity horrid PIG mum wouldn't turn Sunrise on and lemme find out more how the election progressed; she told me to turn on the TV myself but I ALWAYS choose safety over pleasure, so instead of learning how the election turned out, I spent another ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• Time for church, I turn the alarm on and climb into the backseat of the 4WD.
• At church, I use the loo for one tinkle then enter class. Debbie (the woman that yaps incessantly just like PIG mum XD) and her mum are already there. PIG mum sees me reach my seat before racing back upstairs for the Cantonese service.
• Whoops I've just been Facebooking and forgot to post! XD Just briefly, then:
• About eight people attend class today. Uncle William covers the tenth and final Egyptian plague.
• Had a lil morning tea (thanks to Debbie who randomly snuck me one slice of shortbread cookie; I stuck the whole thing straight into my mouth lest either parent see and demand some XD)
• Hauled myself upstairs for service and grabbed my usual spot.
• Stayed seated for service; sang everything I knew plus the harmony for two/three songs.
• Speaker today was some person with a phD talking about creation vs. evolution, although her topic was sth different like 'indifference'.
• Lol, when I waswalking outta the main hall, Zebby suddenly ran over! I was like, "Hey Zebby; high five Aunty Em?" He hi fived me, then said "Not you!" and ran off. XD
• Had a cheap five dollar meal with the parents @ Maccas for lunch.
• Did my fifteen minute hike and bought groceries with PIG mum before returning home.
• Toms: presuming Alyssa's coming and giving Ela a session of OT.
• Argh, my fricking period's LATE; if it doesn't arrive like NOW I'll haveta endure bloody hydro again toms! ><
• Tina's minding me till 3:30pm; fingers crossed I can read Sam Thaiday's memoirs for one hour then watch all of Seven's 6pm news!
• Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead1
  
  Cheers,
  
  Em. ^^