Sunday, February 2, 2020

Sunday Post 302

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1795 steps; secondly, TWFT topic's 'Believe God For Your Healing' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's twenty (unusually high?) but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm still owed FORTY-FIVE online after I shower!! Anyways, events for today?
  • At 4:57pm I've played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:30. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting between six and seven minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • Woo hoo, 10TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! When nature called, I looked @ the clock and was like, huh? 12:40am?! Impossible; the Sun had already risen! Oh, the battery must be dying. Anyhow, I used the pot :P for one tinkle and then spent about ten minutes  beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
  • Shirley and I cuddled and snored, me waking about one hour later for the pot :P before spending another ten minutes 
    continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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