Monday Post 271b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post before midday. XD Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding only 305 steps (coz obviously, I’ve not left the house yet) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Understanding Your Heavenly Father (2)’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and FIVE MINUTES online after I watch Nine’s morning news!! Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:40am, and after one pot :P trip I went straight back to sleep coz I hoped to fully fall back asleep again before dearest dad left for work!

Success~ Dearest dad walking silently along the hallway to unpop the lock leading into the garage was my wakeup call to use the pot :P again; after that trip, I spend the ten minutes till 8am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• After dearest dad has retucked the teddies and I back into bed and left for his hard day’s work, we cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly after 9am. I figure that PIG mum’s gonna come help me up soon, but the phone rings, she goes a-yapping and in the end I don’t exit the bedroom till just after 10am! Will try not to return to bed till after 10pm then, coz it just feels like I’ve wasted the day if I’m already back in bed before another twelve hours have passed.
• After brushing teeth (poor Ela), I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast was some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast (note that I had to get the spoon and toast myself), all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• At 11:29am, I’ve finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 6;06. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

Cheers,

Em. ^^

P.S. Just watched Nine’s morning news read by Mark Burrows; all the interesting surnames I saw: Sinclair, Barruel, Slattery, Willan, Sharma, Glover, Hashogi (heard), Ty, Neary (first name), Hasler, Lieshmann (heard), Djokovic (heard)Gucchiara and Pedersen. 18-25 toms, chance of shower.