Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2008 steps (ha, I’m just over 2000 steps XD) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Where To Go For Help’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed THIRTY MINUTES online after the human movementist guy (Steve?) leaves!! Anyways, events for today?
Yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 5:50am , and after one pot :P trip, I spend the ten minutes till 6am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Actually, life’s heaps easier what with her being in Hong Kong right now; these three weeks will be as much a break for me as it is for her! XD
- Afterwards, Daddy Bear and I cuddle and snore, me waking hourly for the pot :P before Kim arrives to help me up @
- I give myself fifteen more minutes, and when Kim comes into my bedroom she helps get me kitted.
That done, I head over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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