Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1658 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘The Roller-Coaster Ride Of life (5) ‘ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and SEVEN MINUTES online after Carol minds me for two hours!! Anyways, events for today?
Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:05am , and after one pot :p trip I spend the ten minutes till 6:15am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Actually, life’s heaps easier what with her being in Hong Kong right now; these three weeks will be as much a break for me as it is for her! XD
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 4;01, I lasted
- Afterwards, the teddies and I cuddled and had a massive snore, me not waking again for the pot :P until almost 8;20am!
- Now @ 4;14pm, I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5;09. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- When Tina arrived to help me up @ 8;30am, dad very wisely offered me fifteen more minutes first, thus saving him from the wrath of the Bear Bum. XD Tina almost copped it, though; she came in 2.5 minutes early and asked me if I was gonna get up yet!
- However, after Daddy Bear told her I still had 2.5 minutes left, she wisely lemme be. XD When she came back, I used the pot :P for one more tinkle and she got me kitted, before I headed over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Thanks to Tina who squirted some toothpaste for me.
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
After washing and drying Era, I headed out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, which was two plain (no honey) Weet-bix, one lil packet of plain crackers and one mug of white tea sweetened with one spoonful of honey, the milk and honey part me having to do myself. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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