- Nature called once around 2:30am last night and again around 6:20am. After the second pot :P trip, I spend the ten minutes until 6:30am mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Actually, life’s heaps easier what with her being in Hong Kong right now; these three weeks will be as much a break for me as it is for her! XD
afterward, Daddy Bear and I cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P about one hour later.- At 8am, Carol arrives to help me up. Dad enters my room, cheerily bids me good morning and asks, "Get up?" oh, instant Bear Bum for him. XD "Okay, okay, fifteen more minutes." Dad and Carol leave me be. XD
- Carol comes back fifteen minutes later and helps me get kitted. We head over to the bathroom and I brush teeth; thanks to Carol who squirts me some toothpaste.
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
After washing and drying Era, I held out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast.- Highlight of my year: Carol THICKLY SPREADS a slice of toast with marmalade and makes me a big mug of white tea sweetened with one spoonful of honey for breakfast! :D XD Thanks to her who also turns on Weekend Sunrise for me to watch. over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes finishing finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Carol tidies my room then sits and very gently massages Ela for about fifteen minutes. At 8:45am, she tootles me to church. I raise my parking sticker to the traffic warden on duty this morning, and Uncle Ching waves me through.- Carol takes me once to the loo then leaves before 9am. She's back toms morning 8:30am till 10:30am.
- Another small Bible Study class; about six students today. Pastor Chris gave me the book we're learning off; I owe him ten bucks.
- Afterwards, Mel and Leo walk out with me to the morning tea area. When dad comes downstairs, he takes me once to the loo. I manage fine by myself, then grab some morning tea and take a seat.
- This morning, service's held in A1 coz the Mandarin service is having a baptism and using the main hall!
- Yay, I get to stay seated for worship again~ I sing everything, plus the harmony for three songs, but like every other week, mean absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh* Oh, and next week, service will be held @ Redeemer!
- Speaker today's Pastor Chris, with the second sermon from his Wholesome series.
- After communion, I use the loo once more then dad tootles me off to the Warrigal Square Maccas for a cheap lunch. Happinness is getting to read the thick Sunday Mail!
- Lunch over, dad tootles us home. I use the loo once then walk myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- When kim arrives @ 1:30pm, dad says shower first, coz the movie doesn't start till like 3:30pm!
- So a nice warm shower for me - I wash and rinse my hair today. i also softly, slowly but most hatefully sing 23% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
- I have one tinkle before I flip the nice warm water off, mostly dry myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps me dry my back, both legs and Era), mostly cream myself (again, thanks to Kim who kindly helps me cream my back, both calves and Era) then mostly rekit myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps with my bra strap, Erf's sock, Elf's AFO and both laces). Then I use the loo for one more tinkle, dry inside both ears, wash and dry Era then climb into the Camry; Kim's tootling us off to the Sunnybank Hoyts cinemas to watch Johnny English 2!
- She parks outside the cinemas and I hike up the ramp to the place. Taking a seat, I wait while Kim goes to buy our tickets, drinks and popcorn.
- before we enter the cinema, I use the loo once. Kim waits for me outside because she's holding all our food and drink; I manage fine by myself.
- Lol, I didn't really like the movie; James Bond's much cooler than Johnny English. XD Kim enjoyed it though I think; she kept cracking up!
- Afterwards, we both used the loo once then Kim tootled me home.
- I turned the alarm off, used the loo for one tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- kim cuts me a juicy pear for arvo tea then very gently massages Ela for about twenty minutes while I poke away @ my smartphone.
- Before she leaves @ 4:30pm, I walk myself slowly and safely once to the loo for two tinkles then back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Dad arrives home as she's leaving; the moment he reenters the house I haveta let him gleefully force me on forty-one minutes of stupid mat exercises for him. They're so impractical! *sigh*
- But he tootles us to Ho Lin Wah for dinner! Annoying that he only orders one meal for us both, although he does order a yummy shallot pancake for us to share. Pity that it's so small; pity also that he PROMISED he'd gimme two bowls but in reality I only got a heaped 1.5! *sigh*
- dad tootles us home; i use the loo for one more tinkle then walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Anyways, fingers crossed I can bbl after one more loo trip (might do a stinky unspeakable) with my final, final plodding total for Sunday, the final, final events for tonight, the final, final spam count for the weekend plus what's happening Monday, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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