Three good mornings; wow, that’s a first! Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ 1208 but secondly and way more importantly, I’m really still owed ONE HOUR and FOURTEEN MINUTES online after I get back home from the NAB this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?
Yay, 6th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:40am , and after one pot :p trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:50am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Actually, life’s heaps easier what with her being in Hong Kong right now; these three weeks will be as much a break for me as it is for her! XD
- The teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P one hour later. Fifteen minutes after that, Ashleigh arrives to help me up, but I’ve already fully fallen back asleep! Dad just stand’s in my room entrance and calls out good morning; I raise Daddy Bear and just nod @ him; luckily, dad just offers us fifteen more minutes and saves himself from the wrath of the bear bum. XD
- When Ashleigh comes back, I use the pot :P for one more tinkle, she gets me kitted then we head over to the bathroom where I brush teeth. Thanks to Ashleigh who squirts me some toothpaste.
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 11;18am, I lasted
Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
After I wash and dry Era, I head outside to the gobbling :P table, where breakfast is one small bowl of plain porridge (isn’t the weather warm enough for Weet-Bix yet?), one slice of buttered toast one mug of white tea sweetened with one teaspoonful of honey and one mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes finishingmy mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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