Monday Post 269d

Good evening and potentially one final greeting for tonight! Firstly, Em’s potential final, final plodding total now stands @ 1706 and secondly, Joni’s devotional topic’s ‘A Lesson In Humiliation’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed  FIFTY-FIVE MINUTES online after dinner!! Anyways, events for today?

• Lol, you’d think I’d have gotten a great sleep last night, considering how buggered I was after camp, but no! nature called around 4:05am. XD

Nature called again around 7:40am, after which I spent the ten minutes till 7:50am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• At 6:29pm, I’ve finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:49. Now, lemme finish one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Daddy Bear and I cuddled and snored for another hour, me waking to use the pot :P once more when dearest dad came and kissed me bye before leaving for is hard day’s work.
• Then gosh, Daddy Bear and I SNORED! Indeed, I didn’t head next door to brush teeth until like 10:45am! It feels kinda wrong knowing that I’ll be back in bed sleeping before another twelve hours have passed but mother says I needed the sleep.
• After brushing teeth (poor Ela), I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

Cheers,

Em. ^^