Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding only 775 steps (wonder if I’ll pass 1000 before the night’s out?) and secondly, TWFT topic’s “Don’t Be A Blame Thrower (2)”. Anyways, events for today?
Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until like 6:20am , and after one pot :p trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- The teddies and I cuddle and snore, PIG mum’s blasted waking me for another pot :p trip with it’s very first ‘doot’. Shortly afterwards, PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo but doesn’t help me with the bra strap coz Kim’s coming @
While waiting for Kim’s arrival, I spend ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Like usual, when Kim arrives, she doesn’t bother saying good morning instead, I give myself fifteen more minutes, and when kim comes back she helps me get kitted for the day, before I head over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Pity that I’m standing once again, but hey, I enjoyed my one week’s break~
Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Strange … PIG mum had left me porridge for breakfast again. I thought ‘twas hot enough to start eating Weet-Bix? I’m sure I ate only two earlier this week? There was also a spoon waiting for me; @ first I suspected that PIG mum was trying to show to Kim what a caring mum she was and had gotten me a spoon, but Kim told me ‘twas her who’d gotten the spoon for me. See? Told ya PIG mum wasn’t THAT nice. XD Thanks also to Kim who turned on
- Once
- Today ten people attended and Ken said my homework was brilliant! :o) Huge thanks also to Allison/Veronika who got me like FOUR bikkies for morning tea!
- Surprise: we actually ended LATE today! Kim actually came into the meeting before it had ended, but she just whispered to me that she’d wait outside.
- We’d already agreed beforehand that I’d walk to the library but Kim would bring Sparkless2 back for me for lunch. Surprisingly, PIG mum left me with not ten bucks for lunch, but twelve! I’d asked Kim could she please shout me ninety cents so I could get a set lunch from like Woka Woka but alas, she refused. I’m sure Annie would have given me the extra money!
- Instead, we went back to Hog’s Breath for the cheap $9.90 lunches. Kim had some calamari one but said the salad was too salty, while I had the chicken schnitzel, which was delicious but the gravy was too watery!
- After lunch, kim and I went around Garbo! It’s been more than two years sinced mother cancelled my fortnightly Garbo shopping trips because she didn’t like that I was using my manual wheelchair but after lunch Kim and I wandered Garbo and I finally got the opportunity to browse; gosh, many shops have changed! We ducked briefly into QBD and Kim found Crazy Rich Asians the book for me!
- Back home, I turned off the alarm then headed into the bathroom for my nice warm shower – I washed and rinsed my own hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sang 21% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
- I had one tinkle before I flipped the nice warm water off, mostly dried myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helped me dry my back, both legs and Era), mostly creamed myself (again, thanks to Kim who kindly helped me cream my back, both calves and Era) and mostly rekitted myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helped with Erf’s sock, Elf’s AFO and both laces). Then I used the loo for one more tinkle, dried inside both ears, washed and dried Era then walked myself slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Phew, PIG mum arrived home from work before
- Arvo tea was some yummy sliced strawberries and one mug of Chinese tea. Trust PIG mum to come and incessantly bitch about my posture. *sigh*
- Before returning online, I snuck my mobile into the loo and played Candy Crush. XD
- Fingers crossed dearest dad will take PIG mum and I out for dinner tonight!
- Toms: think Alayna’s coming for another meeting? Sheesh, we’re already into the final quarter of the year but she STILL hasn’t found me proper paid work yet … *sigh* Actually, I don’t even think she wants me, coz I recently asked her was it legal for me to contact other disability employment agencies about helping me find work and she said go ahead!
- Presumably having bland leftovers for lunch with PIG mum before I see Ray for some acupuncture and massage. Bet PIG mum’s stored up a whole week’s worth of content to yap @ him. XD
- Kim’s coming to mind me
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing end to their week toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
P.S. Joni's devotional topic's 'The Price Of Identifying'.
P.S. Joni's devotional topic's 'The Price Of Identifying'.
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