Friday Post 312b

Heylo again and potentially one final greeting for Friday! Firstly, Em's potential final, final plodding total for today now stands @ 2414 and secondly, the potential final, final spam count from our short holiday till now stands @ 107. Righteo, potential final, final events for Friday?

• Nature called again around 7:35am; after another pot :P trip I spend the ten minutes till 7:45am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• After dearest dad leaves for work, Shirley and I cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly before PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and helping me exceedingly slightly with nothing bar the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• PIG mum comes back to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps  (remember, she seriously only helps with the straps; I'm the one doing the leg lifting, holding leg in place while she positions AFO under leg, placing leg down into brace and bending knee to allow ankle to fall into the bottom of the brace) and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for just one tinkle, coming out to the gobbling :P table when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table,  rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• Breakfast is my yummy custard bun that I bought with Deb yesterday, one mug of warm Ovaltine, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, 
   I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• Whoops, outta time! Dunno why the font suddenly went green, but just quickly:
• Got new AFO from BOP!
• Had one delicious lunch from Ho Lin Wah.
• Saw Ray for massage and acupuncture.
• Kim minded me from 4pm till 6pm.
• Toms: Besta's minding me from 10am till 2pm; will shower @ 12:30pm coz Kim doesn't come 4pm till 6pm anymore.
• Peter says I need new shoes? PIG mum's planning to take me shoe shopping after she gets home from work.
• Righteo, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing end to their week toms!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^