Saturday Post 309

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 523 steps (because obviously, I've not left the house today) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Enlarge Your Growing Capacity'. Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:05am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:15am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• Nature called again one hour later, after which I spent another ten minutes  continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• When Besta arrives, she gives me fifteen more minutes but just like last week, I fall back asleep! XD Well, not really, I count down from 900 but fall asleep and wake again twice before I reach zero. XD It's 7:50am by the time I call Besta; that's one whole hour better than last week! XD
• Lol, for some reason, the computer speed's fine today yet I've already played one game of Bejeweled lasting almost eight minutes, one game lasting over ten minutes and one more lasting more than eleven minutes! Will let myself off playing my two usual games and also promise not to play again until toms, then. XD But just briefly, coz I've spent too much time playing:
• Did a stinky unspeakable this morning.
• Started my new Jodi Picoult novel! Finished pg. twenty-five @ 9:06am and reached pg. fifty @ 9:45am.
• Besta massaged Ela for exactly one hour and then made me one cup of morning tea.
• Kept reading; reached pg. seventy-five @ 10:38am, reached pg. 100 @ 11:25am and reached pg. 111 @ 11:42am.
• Used loo for one tinkle @ midday; Besta made me a third mug of white tea with two sugars and I chatted on the phone with Aunty Lai for 7:45.
• Showered @ midday - I washed and rinsed my own hair. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sing 20% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud. Actually I prolly could've finished around 16% but took the initiative to fully lean against the side rail first. XD
• Dried, creamed and rekitted, lunch was my 4th and final mug of white tea with two sugars and one big bowl of the yummy fried rice Besta cooked for me.
• Toms: just church, nothing special. Kim's helping me up @ 8:30am then taking me to the first ESS for 2019 @ 11am.
• Whaddya reckon my chances are of having lunch out with other ESS people, seeing as dad's still overseas? But if PIG mum won't permit, perhaps expect a pissy plodding total from me.
• Anyways, hopefully bbl else hope to see everyone @ church toms!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^