Wednesday, January 8, 2020

Thursday Post 300

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding slightly over 1047 steps (I'll explain why later) and secondly, TWFT topic's "Understanding Each Other's Gifting (2)" but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm still owed ONE HOUR AND FIVE MINUTES online after I get home from book club tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
  • Yay, 6th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:40pm, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes until 6:50am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
  • Shirley and I cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P one hour later when PIG mum comes to unlock the door for wb's arrival @ 8am. After the second pot :P trip,   I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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