Monday Post 309b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 600 steps (because obviously, I've not left the house yet) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Take Your Problem To Jesus' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm still owed NINE MINUTES online after lunch!!Anyways, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 11:29am I lasted 5:18. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Like the past two nights, nature didn't call until 6:05am and after one pot :P tri, I spent the ten minutes till 6:15am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• Now @ 12:02pm I've played one more game of Bejeweled lasting 6:19. That's today's quotas satisfied and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• After that, Shirley and I cuddled and we had a MASSIVE snore, coz nature didn't call again till like 9am! After another pot :P trip, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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