Wednesday, January 29, 2020

Thursday Post 312

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2377 steps and secondly, TWFT topic's 'When You Worship, God Feels Right @ Home' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm really still wed ONE HOUR and SIX MINUTES online after Deb leaves @ 3:30pm!! Anyways, events for today?
  • For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:53m, I lasted 6:03. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • Woo hoo, 7th consecutive awesome sleep last night; that's the 2nd time this year I've achieved one straight week of awesome sleeps! Oh, after reaching twenty-five of those ne straight week of awesome sleeps last year, this year I don't have any number I'm aiming for, but I'll keep a list of them anyways; who knows: maybe I'll achieve some crazy number again! XD Nature didn't call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the twenty minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
  • Shirley and I cuddled and snored, me waking about one hour later to use the pot :P again, before I spent another ten minutes  continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
     Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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