Tuesday Post 222b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post before midday. XD Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 323 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house yet!) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Keep Morphing!’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed  online this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 11:23am, I lasted 6:29. Now, lemme play one more game lasting between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

Yay, 2^nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 4:50am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 5am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• Now @ 11:51am I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:32. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XDActually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I’ve also played one more game lasting 8;26!
• Daddy Bear and I cuddle and snore, me waking hourly to use the pot :p again. Shortly after 9am, PIG mum begins a-THUMPING around upstairs; soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with not only a bra but a tee coz dearest dad hasn’t left the house yet.
• After giving myself fifteen more minutes then getting myself mostly independently kitted, Daddy Bear and I lay back and doze again. For some reason, I awoke this morning feeling pretty tired, but PIG mum says that’s normal coz I’m got my monthlies now.

PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Dad’s cooked us breakfast! Lotsa fresh fruit, one chunk of bread and one wee thin and small slice of yummy omelette! It’s pretty enough to deserve a photo; I ask PIG mum please to pass me my camera but pity she refuses. Fine, I get it myself, walking myself slowly and safely so as again not to let the cruel and unfaithful God push me over.

Also for breakfast, I also drink one full mug of water, another mug of sugarless white tea, pop all my usual drugs :p and spend ten final minutes

finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Breakfast over, I walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful god’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Looking forward to seeing Aunty Ann for a comfy massage this arvo~
• Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Won’t get a white tea this time, but hopefully I’ll get to read that awful Alexander McCall Smith book for another hour1
• Looking forward to our first small group for 2018 tonight! We’re meeting @ Dr. Lee’s @ 7pm for dinner; Aunty Sally’s gonna make white sauce pasta bake for me!
• Toms: Aunty Deana’s coming to mind me from 10:30am till 1:30pm then Kim’s doing the same from 4:30pm till 6:30pm. I look forward to watching twenty-five minutes of Seven’s 6pm news with her!
• Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^