Sunday post 222b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post before midday. XD Firstly, this morning I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 467 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house yet); secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Get Closer To God’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s eight. Anyways, events for today?

I used the pot :P once last night around  2;45am and once more around 6:20am before spending the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• Daddy Bear and I cuddled and snored for mother hour; PIG mum a-THUMPING around was my wakeup call to use the pot :p again. Soon, she’d let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly not only with a bra but a tee also, coz both Aunty Sally and dearest dad were still @ home. Then she left me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I complied with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• At 8:50am I’ve finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:03. Now, lemme play one more game lasting between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling ;P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Now @ 9:27am, I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5;16. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I’ve also played a third game lasting just over eight minutes!

Breakfast was two Weet-Bix and some Nesquik cereal; that’s strange coz I thought PIG mum said she’d only lemme have some every Tuesday? I also popped all my usual drugs, drank one full mug of water and spent ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Breakfast over, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• PIG mum and Aunty Sally left for church; at 9:15am I suddenly felt the urge to do a stinky unspeakable and walked myself slowly and safely to the toilet and did so, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• When nature called @ 9:40am, I walked myself slowly and safely to the loo for one tinkle and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Just waiting for dearest dad to come back and drive me to church for service, now.
• He’d either lemme out for lunch with other church peoples, else he’d better promise to take us all out for dinner tonight, else I’ll have missed out this week!
• Toms: *sigh* Holiday over, physio resumes; stress abounds. >< Maybe expect a pissy plodding total from me?
• Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm; actually, I think I’m seeing her all this week! But I think tomorrow’s white tea day, so yay for that and fingers crossed I can read for one happy hour~
• Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms1

Cheers,

Em. ^^