Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Yes, and MERRY CHRISTMAS!! :D Firstly, today I've only been hard @ work plodding 541 steps (coz obviously, I've not left the house yet XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Two Purposes For Christmas' and thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Celebrate Christmas (1)'! Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 7th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Like last year and the year before, I've achieved TWENTY-FIVE times when I've scored ONE STRAIGHT WEEK OF AWESOME SLEEPS!! :D Nature actually tried calling partway through the night but I managed to fall asleep again without needing to relieve myself, phew!
- Nature didn't call until 4:55am; while I'm using the pot :P I screech upstairs and bid both parents a very Merry Christmas; when no reply comes I presume silly PIG mum forgot to leave the baby monitor on last night, didn't hear me and just returned to bed, where I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Nature called hourly until PIG mum let herself into my room about 9am and hit me with the eye goo. Oh, I feel loved coz she said Merry Christmas first! :D
- She also said Uncle Ching had invited us over to his place this arvo for a dinner BBQ! Meaning I'd shower this arvo before we left and don't need to put a bra on now.
- So I just gave myself fifteen more minutes, got myself mostly independently kitted and waited for PIG mum to come back and help with only Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before letting her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for five minutes, just coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
- Coz it's Saturday, dad cooked some scrambled eggs and coz it's Christmas, PIG mum added some of that orange jam Anna made for us and made me one cup of chai! Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against
the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my
day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NO
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Hmm ... it's nearing 12:30pm; wonder when the parents will call lunch?
PIG mum says shower after lunch coz then we're going over to Uncle Ching's place for a BBQ!
Toms: just church, nothing special. Kim's helping me up @ 8:30am and then dropping me off @ BCAC for ESS before leaving @ 11am.
Oh, I really wanna hit the Boxing Day sales afterwards but dad won't take me coz toms arvo he's playing baddy with his mates and PIG mum won't take me either, since she claims she can't lift Sparkless3 anymore! ><
But hopefully dad'll invite someone over to our place for dinner tomsa night and he'll cook a yummy spread for PIG mum's birthday, after which I'm opening my Christmas presents!! XD
May not bbl, so looking forward to seeing everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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