Heylo again, good evening and potentially one final greeting for tonight! Firstly, Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Friday now stands @ 2038 (Ha, I’m just over two grand. XD) but secondly and way most importantly, I’m still owed THIRTY-FOUR MINUTES online later tonight!!! >< *sigh* Anyways, events for today?
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 5:33pm , I lasted 5:28 . Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Now @ 5:42pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:41 . That’s today’s quotas fulfilled, and now I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature did call when the noisy garbage truck thundered down our road this morning to start tipping our bins, but that was @ 5:55am and I couldn’t properly see the time yet, so I told my idiot bladder she’d better lemme sleep again and not call until after the sun had risen. XD
I used the pot :P @ 7:45am when nature called again, before spending ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- The teddies and I cuddled and counted numbers for a lil while, not fully sleeping again till after dearest dad had come to kiss me bye (well actually, we blew kisses to each other coz he’s still slightly unwell) before leaving for work.
- After he’d gone, the teddies and I enjoyed a massive sleep, with PIG mum not coming to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with a bra till after 10:30am! I found it hilarious I’d be back in bed less than twelve hours later. XD
After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I got myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :p table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
For breakfast, I spend 25+ minutes letting PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela feed me one bowl of porridge for breakfast. I didn’t really mind, coz I was seated and could fully concentrate; besides, I know what a kick she gets outta getting to gimme command after command, order after order. Like I’ve explained before, it’s not like I don’t already know how to move, it’s just that my stupid brain doesn’t get the message to Ela. No matter; in the midst of PIG mum happily bossing me around, I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Breakfast finished, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the 4WD. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, we listen to 97.3FM all day and today, Era helps Ela stretch for thirty minutes before Ela opens and closes her palm like 200 times, holding each for a count of five.
- *sigh* Haveta let dad gleefully force me on goodness knows how long of stupid exercises for him now. Dunno if I’ll bbl tonight, so just lemme note down to expect a super-pissy plodding total from me toms coz I’m not going out. Besta’s coming to mind me from 10am till 1pm , Kim’s coming to do the saqme from 4pm till 6pm and hopefully I can get some good ours online toms. Righteo, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing weekend ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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