- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:47pm , I lasted 5:08 . Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’m content to call it quits for Sunday. XD
- Now @ 3:11pm I’ve played a second game of Bejeweled lasting 6:56 . That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
Woo hoo, 11TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:10am , and after using the pot :P once I spent the ten minutes till 6:20am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- The teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking to use the pot :p again when PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only a bra but a tee also, coz dearest dad hasn’t left for church yet.
- After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I get myself mostly independently. PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela).
Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast was some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast thrown into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :p and one full mug of milk. I turn the television on myself coz I wanted to watch Weekend Sunrise; I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- When PIG mum comes downstairs after getting herself ready, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the 4WD and she tootles us off to church.
- Only seven/eight people attend Bible study this morning; Calvin teaches and it’s not happening next week coz Dr. Lee’s away.
- Afterwards, I use the loo once, grab some morning tea then grab a seat.
- Time for ESS , I hike upstairs and grab my usual seat.
- Yay, I get to stay seated for worship today~ I sing everything, plus the harmony for two songs but like every other week, mean absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Pastor Chris with another sermon from his series The Galilean, entitled sth like Jesus and the Gay Marriage Vote.
- There was communion afterwards. Service over, I used the loo once then PIG mum tootled me off to the Springwood Maccas for lunch with dearest dad~
- Yay, the McFeast deal’s still available. My usual frustration was that PIG mum wouldn’t lemme have the whole packet of little chips! >< *sigh*
- Afterwards, PIG mum tootled us home, I used the loo once for one tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Hopefully dearest dad will take PIG mum and I out for dinner somewhere together tonight!
- Toms: will hopefully get a sleep-in, coz my weekly torture session with Vincent the physio isn’t until the early arvo.
- Maybe expect a pissy plodding total from me? Coz unless PIG mum takes me grocery shopping toms, I don’t see how I’m gonna pass one grand.
- Actually, don’t I have a rescheduled appointment to see Dr. Ku to get a referral to see Dr. Vu soon?
- Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. I’ve basically zero chance of getting to drink a white tea, but fingers crossed she’ll lemme read for one hour and that she’ll lemme outta shoelace tying practice! Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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