One final good evening! Em’s final, final plodding total for
Wednesday now stands @ 3254. righteo, final, final events for Wednesday?
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Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until
7:10am, and after one pot :p trip I immediately went back to sleep, coz I wanted
to fall back asleep and wake to use the pot :P again one hour later when
dearest dad came and kissed me bye before leaving for work!
Success~ After he’d gone, I spent ten minutes beginning a
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with
the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today
with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering
for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It
doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not
through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess
whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. ><
*sigh*
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That done, the teddies and I snuggled and snored, me
waking for the pot :p again about an hour later, shortly before PIG mum came
downstairs to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra
before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I complied
with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces,
before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor
Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one more tinkle (not the usual two,
because I realised I felt like doing a stinky unspeakable), also fully leaning
against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's
exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He
has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly
capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him,
because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and
safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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Yup, I haveta let PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to
feed me breakfast this morning. I didn’t really mind, coz I was seated and
could fully concentrate; besides, I’d finished before Aunty Deana arrived,
meaning she didn’t get to see how much power PIG mum has over me, ha.
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When Aunty Deana arrived, I went and did my writers
group homework, while Aunty Deana made my bed and cooked lunch for me.
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Lunch was six yummy fried dumplings (no more left now!),
one slice of Spam ham, lotsa cos lettuce and one yummy mug of chocolate milk. Aunty
Deana had her usual two minute noodles.
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After lunch, I drank some water then went and did a
stinky unspeakable.
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Back @ the gobbling :p table, Aunty Deana feeds me some
yummy passionfruit then massages Ela while I read TLOTR appendices.
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PIG mum comes back @ 1pm
and tootles me off to UQ for physio. Of course, she gleefully forces me to
buckle my own seatbelt all day, we listen to Josh Groban all day too, and
today, Era helps Ela stretch for thirty minutes before Ela opens and closes her
palm 200 times, holding each for a count of five. Era also helps rub Ela’s
fingers for ten minutes.
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Physio today: 2hr session: thirty minutes tilt table, then 1.5hrs for
Ela: wrist flexion and extension, eating banana, rock on sign and thumbs down
sign.
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After one more loo trip, PIG mum tootles us home. I
turn off the alarm then pop online and wait for the Staffing Options carer to
arrive, coz I’d rung CODA earlier this morning and asked who was coming but
they said they didn’t know!
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Only fifteen minutes left now, so just briefly:
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Nobody came. >< More stress for me during shower,
then. *sigh*
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Before dinner, I let PIG mum gleefully force me on 55+
minutes of stupid floor exercises for her. So not doing anymore tonight!
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Also let PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela feed me
dinner. The chicken was really yummy!
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Tonight’s ice cream night; yay! Like I always say, a
very little’s better than none @ all!
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Toms: writers group, yay! Fingers crossed the five buck
McFeast deal is still on, else I’m planning to get lunch from the kebab place.
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Must remember to text Kim and ask can she come from 3:40pm till 5:40pm
toms coz I’ve got book club happening toms night! Must try my hardest to finish
the appendices!
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Then fingers crossed dearest dad will take PIG mum and I
out somewhere for dinner toms night!
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Righteo, hope everyone’s having a smashing week!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
P.S. Teehee, i managed FIVE posts tonight! That doesn't happen too often! XD
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