Heylo again and potentially one final greeting for Thursday! Firstly, Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Thursday now stands @ 2175 but secondly and way most importantly, I’m really still owed THIRTY-ONE MINUTES online tonight!! Righteo, potential final, final events for today?
- After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I got myself mostly independently kitted, also taking ten minutes to begin a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Ending @ 4;25pm I’ve just played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5;56. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight, coz I’ve actually already played one more noteworthy game lasting just over seven minutes!
- PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE Lme to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela), Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast thrown into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of milk. Originally, PIG mum had only given me like half a small mouthful but since I wanted more, I went and poured myself one whole cup. XD I also spend another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Now @ 5:11pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:01 . That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, today I’ve played not one, but TWO games of Bejeweled lasting more than seven minutes!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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