Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1318 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Build A Solid Foundation’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed THIRTY-SEVEN MINUTES online after I let PIG mum safely back inside!! Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 8th consecutive sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:30am, and after one pot :P trip, I immediately cuddled Daddy Bear and went back to sleep, coz I wanted to use the pot :P once more when PIG mum started a-THUMPING around upstairs before she came down and hit me with the eye goo!
- But either she managed to keep quiet this morning, otherwise I’d fallen back asleep that deeply I didn’t hear her until she let herself into my room! Prolly the latter. XD Anyways, she helped me not only very slightly with a bra strap but a tee also, coz dearest dad hadn’t left yet, score~
After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I got myself mostly independently kitted, also spending ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- At 3:20pm , I’ve played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:20 . Now, lemme play one more lasting in between five and six minutes and I’ll stop playing for Thursday, coz I’ve already played another two games lasting more than seven minutes!
PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Actually, first I switch the television on, coz I’m so rarely awake to watch Sunrise !
- Now @ 3:52pm I’ve played another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:46 . That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to hit the sack willingly tonight. XD
Breakfast is some plain porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast thrown into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of milk. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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