Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 622 steps (coz obviously, I’ve not left the house!) and secondly, TWFT topic’s “God’s Remedy For Stress”. Anyways, events for today?
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2pm , I lasted 5:35 . Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Now @ 2:20pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:59 . That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
I used the pot :P once @ 4:30am last night (I thought ‘twas like 2am , but flicking the light on was surprised to discover that it was already 4:30am ! Well, fair enough; it’s still Winter and the sun won’t rise till like 6:30am ) and again @ 6:20am , before spending the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo before leaving for work one hour later. I use the pot :P once more then, after dearest dad’s retucked the teddies and I back into bed and promised to stay quiet so that we can sleep, spend another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
After that, the teddies and I cuddle and snore – all the way till 9:10am before nature calls again! After another pot :P trip, I count to 500 but sleep doesn’t return; instead, I spend ten more minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Amazingly, I somehow fall back asleep before Besta arrives! She lets herself in, coz dad’s opened the garage door. Daddy Bear nods good morning to her, and she wisely gives me fifteen more minutes, thus saving her from the wrath of the Bear Bum. XD
- When she comes back, I use the pot :P for one more tinkle and tell her about my newest Candy Crush success and about my MRI yesterday. Besta gets me kitted and we head over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirts me some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her once weekly break~
- Teeth brushed, I use the loo for one more tinkle, wash and dry Era then head out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast. Actually, before sitting down, I raid the pantry for some morning tea, coz Besta told me that dad had only left me half a sandwich for breakfast and not one. I find the sweet popcorn Ray had bought for me when we’d done the failed experiment on his infra red light; thanks to Besta who pours one small bowl of that for me~
- During and after breakfast, I read the LOTR appendices for 1.5 hrs. Besta cleans my bedroom then sits and gently massages for about forty-five minutes while watching television.
- At midday , thanks to Besta who passes me one mug of water then comes with me to the loo; I do a stinky unspeakable.
- Back @ the gobbling :p table, I read for another 0.25 hours and drink my mug of warm Milo then ring Aunty Nga @ 12:20pm . We only talk for like seven minutes because the poor thing had to work overtime last night and didn’t get home till after midnight ! >< I also try ringing Aunty Lai, but she doesn’t pick up.
- Instead, I happily read the LOTR appendices for another thirty minutes until 12:55pm , then use the loo once more for two tinkles before saying thanks and bye to Besta.
- Lunch is one heaped bowl of the yummy fried rice Besta cooks for me, plus my second mug of white tea with two sugars. Over lunch, I happily watch live Westlife clips from YouTube.
- After lunch, I walk myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- At 1:45pm, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo for two tinkles and back, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Kim’s coming to mind me today from 4pm till 6pm. There’s not much hope that she’ll lemme enjoy one more mug of white tea with two sugars but fingers crossed she’ll lemme outta shoelace tying practice and I’ll get the chance to read for one hour again!
- Then tonight I’m planning to watch the Broncos game! Dad won’t be home to watch the match with me; he’s got brothers’ fellowship/sth like that on, but NRL.com predicts we’ll win and I’m looking forward to watching the match with Bear Bear!
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Perhaps expect a pissy plodding total from me? Coz if the parents won’t lemme out for lunch with other church peoples afterwards, I’m not sure how I’m gonna pass 1000 steps …
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else looking forward to seeing everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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