Monday, February 18, 2019

Monday Post 264

Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2073 steps (ha, I'm just over two grand XD) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Entertained By An Angel'. Anyways, events for today?
  • Yay, 3rd awesome consecutive sleep last night! Nature didn't call till like 6:35am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:45am beginning 
    a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  • The teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking one hour later to use the pot :P again when dearest dad comes and kisses me bye before leaving for his hard day's work. While waiting for his departure, I softly, slowly but most hatefully sing 10% of my newest second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for the important numbers.

    • The teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking to use the pot :P shortly before PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with the crop top before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
  • PIG mum comes back to help with Elfs AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh* 
  • After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
  • After getting myself a spoon (and tipping that full mug of water down the sink XD) breakfast is two plain (no honey) Weet-Bix and all my usual drugs. :P Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes  finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  • Just keeping things brief today; I'm feeling cranky. ><
  • Alyssa came and gave Ela a session of OT.
  • Had blasted hydrotherapy with Claire
  • Tina minded me till 4pm. Usually it's 3:30 but she was running late today.
  • Happy that I read for one hour today, though!
    Cheers,Em. ^^
    P.S. Don't ask me why the font suddenly turned red; I didn't press anything! XD


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