Saturday, February 23, 2019

Sunday Post 265

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1549 steps (ha, I'm just over 1.5 grand XD); secondly, TWFT topic's 'T he Holy Spirit - The Plus Factor' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's just seven. Anyways, events for today?
  • Woo hoo, 9th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip I tried to fall back asleep right away coz I knew PIG mum would start her a-THUMPING around upstairs @ 7:20am and I hoped to fall back asleep first!
  • But either she was silent this morning else I just fell too deeply asleep, coz I didn't wake until she noisily let herself into my room @ 7:30am!
  • Anyhow, when I used the pot :P again for one tinkle, PIG mum hit me with the eye goo then helped me exceedingly slightly with not only a bra strap but a tee (only coz dearest dad hadn't left for church yet) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I complied with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I also spend ten minutes beginning  a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  • PIG mum comes back to help with Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and 
    continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • At 3:02pm I've finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:02. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, 
    rising above his near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
  • First, I tipped out my full mug of water, since PIG mum had already gone upstairs to change. XD Breakfast was two plain (no honey) Weet-Bix and all my usual drugs. :P Thanks muchly to dearest dad who left Sunrise on for me! I also spent ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good  day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  • Now @ 5:24, I've finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:04. That's today's quotas satisfied, and I now promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz for my first game I already lasted 7:05!
  • Once PIG mum comes downstairs, I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk out to the 4WD and she tootles us off to church. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day and I didn't even bother trying to turn the radio on, coz she'd just switch it off, snapping that she's 'too busy preparing her heart to worship God', whatever that means.
  • At church, I hiked downstairs, used the loo for one tinkle myself then entered the classroom. Today I was like eight minutes early and obviously the first in class. once I was seated, PIG mum bolted back upstairs for the Canto service. pastor Chris was the next to arrive, about five minutes later; thanks to him who turned the air coin on coz 'twas seriously getting stuffy in the room without any ventilation!
  • Only a very small class today: Pastor Chris taught only ian, Calvin and me! We finished off the lesson started last week. Mostly i'm disturbed coz I asked Pastor Chris was it enough to believe in God/did I haveta love Him before I'll get to enter heaven and I think Pastor Chris said I had to love God, too. That may be a problem … hate I can manage, but how the heck can I genuinely love Someone who so wantonly destroyed my life?? >< *sigh*
  • After service, I used the loo for one more tinkle, grabbed some arvo tea and took my usual spot.
  • Service time, I hauled myself upstairs and again grabbed my usual spot. PIG mum raced off for her very informal 'fellowship' with all the other aunties who can't be bothered attending Bible study like my dearest dad does. Not sure why she insists on calling a coffee and gossip session fellowship, but hey.
  • Yay, I got to stay seated for service! I sang everything I knew, plus the harmony for three songs, but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
  • Afterwards, I used the loo for one more tinkle, then PIG mum tootled us out to the Warrigal Square Maccas for lunch with dearest dad. one five buck cheap meal (currently it's the chicken McFeast); I most enjoyed getting to read the Sunday Mail after eating~
  • Before returning home, PIG mum and I bought groceries from Woolies.
  • Back home, I used the loo for one more tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely online, again 
    rising above his near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
  • Dad had better take us out for dinner tonight!
  • Toms: blasted hydro. >< Hopefully I'll get to watch the morning news before dearest dad comes home to have lunch with us.
  • Tina's coming @ 12:30 and coming into the hydro pool then seeing me home and showered before leaving @ 3:30pm.
  • Fingers crossed I'll get to watch the 6pm news bulletin; think I've only managed to watch two bulletins over one day twice this year so far!
  • Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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