Saturday Post 292

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve beenard @ work plodding only 783 steps (coz obviously, I’ve not left the house today) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Step Back And See The Bigger Picture’. Anyways, events for today?

• Woo hoo, 8^th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:50am, and after ne pot :P trip I quickly tried falling back asleep coz I knew PIG mum would come hit me with the eye goo and leave for her half day’s work @ like 7:30am!
• Sleep doesn’t fully return; when PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around upstairs @ 7:15am I use the pot :P again before spending the ten minutes till 7:25am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo before leaving for her half day’s work. After she’s left, dearest dad retucks Shirley and I back into bed and promises to stay quiet so we can snore in peace. Before returning to happy snorings with Shirley, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• Nature calls again once more around 8:45am; after another pot :P trip, I spent another ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• Lol, when Besta suddenly arrived fifteen minutes early and banged the door, she scared my dream away! For this dream, I was walking along some road chatting with some big burly fireman! XD
• Apart I count down my fifteen more minutes, I summon Besta with my usual call: “Besta, I’m hungry …” Since she doesn’t hear me and come, I swing myself overt o the pot :P for one more tinkle before banging the wall with Era and repeating my plaintive call. This time, Besta hears and comes. XD
• At 3:46pm I’ve finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:46. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Besta gets me kitted and then we head over to the bathroom where I brush teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirts me some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her final break for the week~
• Now @ 4:08pm I’ve finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:22. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I now promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until Sunday, coz I’ve actually playedtwo more lasting just over seven minutes! XD Only I’ve had too much fun playing and have alreasy just exceeded the PISSY two hour time limit that PIG mum so gleefully restricts me to; hopefully bbl else hope to see everyone @ church toms!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^