Monday Post 343c

 Good afternoon! Fm's new plodding total for today now stands @ only 644 (but going out next) . Righteo, continuing today's events?

Sleep didn't fully return; when PIG mum started her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs, I used the pot :P for another tinkle and I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• After PIG mum hits me with the eye goo and helps me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap, she leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinklwes, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Cheers,
• After getting myself a spoon, breakfast is one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Unsure why PIG mum's already bitching @ me about not being happy that I had to get my own cutlery for breakfast, but hey.
• Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the gobbling :P table, where Alyssa's arrived to give Ela an OT session. Today, she plays the keyboard~
• Once Alyssa left, I tootled online for myself, until PIG mum summoned me over for lunch.
• She'd cooked some yeung cheun noodles; I got myself a fork and had them with one mug of Chinese tea. Dearest dad came home for lunch too; he Whatsapped video called 4th aunty and we all laughed our heads off when we heard Yau Hin claim that he'd not had anything to eat yet today!! XD
• Aftter lunch I returned online before using the loo for one tinkle after dad had lifted the loo lid. Unfortunately he'd also lifted the seat up, but I can still go, @ least. XD
• Waiting for Annie to come @ 2pm and take me to see Aunty Ann for a comfy massage! She'll see me home and showered before leaving @ 5pm.
• Fingers crossed I can watch Nine's 6pm news tonight for the 21ST time this year!
• Toms: it's Australia Day! Yay for public holidays; on the downside that means I'll not get any support re. personal care toms but hey. I'll manage. May just stay in bed all day, unless dad takes us out. XD
• Righteo, hopefully bbl after Annie leaves, else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^