Tuesday Post 343b

 Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 296 steps (because obviously, I've not left the house yet) and secondly, TWFT topic's "Lean On God's Presence And His People'. Anyways, events for today?

• Woo hoo, 16TH consecutive awesome sleep last night!! Nature didn't call until 7:05am, and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• I happily snore for about another two hours before nature calls again, thinking, sweet, if PIG mum doesn't come help me up soon, I'm gonna stay in bed with Alaistair the teddy ALL DAY and not get out until 5:50pm! XD
• Dulp, too bad; just around then PIG mum began her usual a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (coz dearest dad's still @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• PIG mum goes swimming, leaving dad to help me with Elf's AFO and shoelaces. I'm cool with that; means Ela got a break from holding the toothbrush, score! Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• While I got myself a spoon for breakfast, dad poured me some milk. Breakfast was one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast,  I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• Breakfast finished, I take my bowl over to the sink, grab myself a spoon for lunch and walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• Waiting for PIG mum to come home from swimming so she can help me change into my Australian tee and dad can take us out somewhere! 
• Toms: think Hannah's minding me 9am till 1pm? Hopefully she'll take me to Kmart coz I've gotta get that mug for dad done!
• Prolly seeing Ray for some acupuncture/massage toms arvo; bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap unceasingly @ him. XD
• Righteo, hopefully bbl this arvo, else hoping everyone has a smashing day toms!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^