Saturday Post 344

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 670 steps (because obviously, I've not left the house) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Keep Improving'. Anyways, events for today?

• Woo hoo, 20TH consecutive awesome sleep last night!! :D Nature didn't call until 6:10am and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• One hour later, PIG mum a-THUMPING upstairs and getting changed for her morning's work awakens me for another pot :P trip, after which  I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh* Dearest dad retucked me back into bed; I very excitedly shared with him the dream I had yesterday and was very impressed that he remembered I played a right back!!
• Afterwards, Alaistair and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking twice more for the pot :P before Kim promptly arrives @ 10am. Lol, over dinner last night I reminded dearest dad to look @ Kim's hair; this morning I heard him exclaiming to her, "It's all short!" Kim just giggled; she's a very laughable woman. XD
• After my fifteen more minutes, I called out to Kim that I was hungry and swung myself over to the pot :P for one more tinkle. We got me kitted (my pants had a large rip down the left pant hole and Kim said she'd toss them when I showered) and then I went over to brush teeth and sit over the loo while Kim prepared some breakfast for me.
• After drinking one full mug of water, I sit over the loo and do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and I spent another ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• Thanks to dad who made omelette for breakfast; thanks also to Kim who tried to cook the bread yummy and added half of slice of cheese for me. Happiness was reading  for seventy-five minutes first up, reaching pg. 300 @ 11:30am, reaching pg. 325 @ 11:30am and reaching pg. 333 @ 11:31am.
• At midday, I walked myself slowly and safely to the loo for one tinkle and back, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• Then I rang and chatted with Aunty Lai for 9:12, while Kim made me another mug of white tea with two sugars and fed me half a slice more of cheese.
• Afterwards, I read for another fifteen more minutes before walking myself slowly and safely to the bathroom, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• So a nice warm shower for me - I wash and rinse my own hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sing 15% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
• I have one tinkle before I flip the nice warm water off, mostly dry myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps me dry my back, both legs and Era), mostly cream myself (again, thanks to Kim who kindly helps me cream my back, both calves and Era) then mostly rekit myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps with Elf's AFO Erf's sock and both laces). Then I use the loo for one more tinkle, dried inside/behind both ears, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely back out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• Lunch was one yummy bowl of the fried rice Kim cooked while I showered plus my third and final mug of white tea. I happily continued reading, and I FINISHED THE BOOK @ 1:21pm!! The Author's Note I finished @ 1:40pm and her acknowledgements three minutes after that. The entire book was finished @ 1:44; I just continued reading the Phjilippa Gregory historical fiction novel afterwards.
• At 1:55pm, I walked myself once more slowly and safely to the loo for two tinkles and back, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• Toms: just church, nothing special. Actually, the special thing's that Bible Study's resuming for 2021!
• Would love lunch out with other ESS peers afterwards but basically resigned to having a Happy Meal with the parents ... *sigh*
• Also braced for a stressful arvo @ the hands of mother ... *another sigh*
• Fingers crossed dad will take us out for dinner toms night!
• Must complete assessment before January ends!!
• Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^