Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1059 steps (sweet I'm just over one grand XD) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'You Are Gifted By God (3)'. Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 13TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! :D Nature didn't call until 6:45am and after one pot :P trip I tried falling back asleep immediately since I knew PIG mum was leaving for work soon!
- Sleep didn't return before PIG mum went a-THUMPING upstairs and got changed for work; I used the pot :P once more and then spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- After PIG mum hits me with the eye goo and leaves for her half day's work, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After dearest dad retucks Alaistair and me back into bed, agrees to cook me some lunch and promises to stay quiet letting us snore in peace, we cuddle and snore, me waking twice more for the pot :P before Hannah arrives to mind me @ 10am.
- I use the pot, Hannah gets me kitted and then we head over to the bathroom where I brush teeth. Thanks to Hannah who squirts me some toothpaste for me; Ela enjoys another break~
- After drinking one mug of water, I sit over the loo and do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Only thirty minutes left, so just briefly:
- Had the usual Saturday breakfast and happily read for seventy minutes first up, reaching pg. fifty @ 11:06am and finishing pg. seventy-five @ 11:46am.
- Used loo for one tinkle @ midday, drank my second big mug of white tea with two sugars and rang Aunty Lai, chatting with her for 8:25 before happily reading for another fifteen minutes. Hannah found me three Jatz crackers stuck together with chocolate!
- Showered @ 12:30pm - hairwash today. Also thanks to Hannah who helped me rinse my hair out, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.
- I had one tinkle before Hannah flipped the nice warm water off, got dried, got creamed and had another tinkle. When Hannah rekitted me, I had one more tinkle when she was helping with Erf's sock and one last when she was giving Wally back to Ela.
- Back outside, Hannah reheated the rice dad cooked for my lunch with a little oyster sauce and poured me my third and final big mug of white tea with two sugars.
- I happily continue reading, reaching pg. 100 @ 1:23pm and pg. 111 @ 1:29pm.
- One more loo trip and two tinkles for me before I sign Hannah off with my thanks and byes. She's back next Wed/Thursday.
- Once I've used up my most important two hours of the day, I'll visit the loo once more and happily read for another ... whoops, I've forgotten. XD Perhaps another hour, then. XD
- Will hopefully post once more here but may not come back tonight coz dad's invited lotsa people over for his big 60TH birthday bash, although that day doesn't officially arrive until the 28th! I'd prolly better be a good host, not be antisocial and don't return online after dinner. XD
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Kim's helping me up @ 8:30am and dropping me off @ ESS for 11am. Hoping to read for one hour during and after breakfast~
- Would love lunch out with other ESS people afterwards but will prolly haveta have a Happy Meal with the parents @ Maccas. *sigh*
- Also braced for a stressful arvo @ the hands of PIG mum. >< *another sigh*
- Would love dinner out with the parents toms night, especially if the parents don't lemme out for lunch with ESS peers!
- Righteo, hopefully bbl else hope to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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