Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 502 steps (day two of lockdown stuck @ home); secondly, TWFT topic's 'Obstacles To Answered Prayer (6)' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's only eight but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY MINUTES online after watching ESS!! Anyways, events for today?
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 10:44pm, I lasted 5:45. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Now @ 12:41pm I've finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:46. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Aww my first awesome sleep streak (nine days) ended this morning @ 12:45am when my idiot bladder nudged me awake and demanded I use the pot :P Nature called again after the Sun had risen and after another pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Nature called again when PIG mum started her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs; after she let herself into my room she dumped my day's clothes onto the bed and after I gave myself fifteen more minutes I got myself mostly independently kitted.
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the siderail and minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Fingers crossed I can bbl because I'm still owed FIFTEEN MINUTES online!!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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