Good evening! Firstly, I'm not sure how many steps I've been hard @ work plodding coz PIG mum's out playing ping pong and dearest dad's fixing the tap PIG mum broke this morning; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional from last night's 'Enjoying His Fullness'; secondly, TWFT topic's "It's A Blessing In Disguise" and thirdly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'TThe Challenge Of The Stars' but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY-SIX MINUTES online after dinner tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 6th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:05am and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Usually nature calls hourly after that initial pot :P trip, but happiness today was snoring soundly with Uber until dearest dad very considerately walks silently along the hallway and unpops the lock into the garage before waking again for the pot. :P
- After dearest dad kisses me bye, retucks me back into bed and leaves for his hard day's work, I happily cudde Uber and happily snore with him for about another hour, waking once more for the pot :P shortly before PIG mum begins her noisy daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
- Breakfast was potentially the last of the yummy pork floss buns I'd made with PIG mum, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one cup of plain milk with the cookies and cream flavoured drinking straw that PIG mum had bought me from Costco yesterday! Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against
the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my
day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NO
- After washing and drying Era, PIG mum tootles me off to see Ray for some massage and acupuncture. Of cou - bbl!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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