Wednesday Post 322

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3915 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Afraid Of Death No More'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'You Are Commanded To Love (3)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'When prayer Shakes The Earth' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and ONE MINUTE online after Kim minds me for two hours!! Anyways, events for today?

• Woo hoo, 8th consecutive awesome sleep last night! I was actually half-awake and having a dream when dearest dad silently and very thoughtfully walked down the hallway to unpop the lock leading into the garage; once that sound fully woke me, the dream fled. XD 
• That was @ 6:35am; after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• One hour later, I use the pot :P once more after dearest dad kisses me bye, retucks me back into bed and leaves for his hard day's work. Uber and I then snore happily together for about another hour, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly before PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap and the tee, before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when PIG mum orders I eat breakfast for her first.
•  Breakfast is one bowl of the yummier flaky bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast that I stopped out, sliced and spread avocado over myself before PIG mum apparently sprinkled some salt over it, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

•  After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo,  rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^