Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2772 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Why You Give In To Sexual Sin'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Pray God's Word" and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'The Making Of Me' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed IFTY-ONE MINUTES online after Angelica leaves and I watch the 6pm news bulletin for the 128TH time!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until dearest dad very considerately walked down the hallway and slid the door shut; after one pot :P trip I fell back asleep immediately coz I knew he'd get ready to leave for work one hour later!
- Sure enough, one hour later dearest dad very thoughtfully and silently walked along the hallway and unpopped the lock into the garage; that's my wakeup call to use the pot :P again, and after another pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- After dearest dad kisses me bye, retucks me back into bed and leaves for his hard day's work, Uber and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly before PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap and the tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both shoelaces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when PIG mum demands I eat breakfast for her first.
- Breakfast was gonna be a bowl of the (less yummy) sticky bird food and a slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very thinly spread with avocado and perhaps extremely lightly given a shake of salt but I saw PIG mum munching a bagel with avocado and said I want that! I also drank one full mug of water, poped all my usual drugs :P and over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get
through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the
cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
P.S. All the interesting surnames I saw while watching the 6pm news bulletin (Nine's) for the 128TH time: Uhlmann, Albanese, Fegan, Wildman, Palaszczuk, Sydes, Adelia (first name), Berridge, Jestin (first name), Azuma (first name), Armond (first name), Keys, Zelensky (heard), Hemsworth (heard), Kramer, Besoc (first name), Greer, Creedon, Florez (heard), Heinke, Conley, Tate, Holt, Loive (heard), Tanah (first name), Fifita, Kyrfgios, Baines, Radacanu (heard), Hegarty, Pask, Hardman and Gallen. 69.94USc = 1AUD. Wally Lewis read the sports report and Garry Youngberry read the weather report from Newstead. Brisbane was 9-22. Mt. Gravatt toms: 6-23.
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