Good evening again! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for today now stands @ 3027 (ha, I'm just over three grand XD) and secondly, Joni's devotional topic's 'He Stands For You'. Anyways, continuing Friday's events?
- After using the pot :P once @ 6:45am, I spend the ten minutes until 6:55am beginning
a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help
me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get
through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and
just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
The teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking to use the pot :P once more when dearest dad comes to kiss me goodbye before leaving for his hard day's work.
Another hour of cuddling and snoring with the teddies follow, me waking for the pot :P once again shortly before PIG mum begins her a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with a bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first.
PIG mum comes back to help only with Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and
not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is one little bun that PIG mum baked last night! I also drink one full mug of water, half a small mouthful of milk, pop all my usual drugs :P and spend spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking please to help me get through today okay. I
find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful
God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am
perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from
Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and
not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel.
Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me,
I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm
perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from
Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Once I'm done, Ji Young arrives and gives me a session of rehab therapy. I especially like how she leaves thirty minutes after all the exercises to gimme a massage; well, she's a massage therapist after all!
Once the session's done, I use the loo for one tinkle then sit and watch Seven's morning news. All the readers names, interesting surnames I saw/heard, weather forecast and what not should be in an earlier post.
Actually I didn't get to finish watching the morning news coz @ the beginning of the sports report, PIG mum suddenly decides to start lunch without me1 Oh well, I skip the rest of the news, choosing instead to use the loo once more then join her @ the gobbling :P table.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
P.S. Tee hee, tonight I've already managed SIX posts; that's even rarer than five! XD
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