Friday, April 26, 2019

Friday Post 272d

Good evening and potentially one final greeting for tonight! Firstly, Em's potential final, final plodding total for Friday now stands @ 2571 (ha, I'm just over 2.5 grand XD) and secondly, the potential final, final spam count for the week's now eighteen. Righteo, potential final, final events for Friday?
  • Woo hoo, 25TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature tried calling when the noisy garbage truck THUNDERED down our road to begin tipping bins BEFORE dawn but I managed to quickly fall back asleep again and not need to relieve myself until 6:50am~
  • After that pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep, coz I hoped to wake and use the pot :P once more when dearest dad left for work about one hour later!
  • Success; dad walking silently down the hallway and unpopping the lock into the garage one hour later was my wakeup call to use the pot :P again, after which I spend the ten minutes until 8am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
  • After dearest dad has retucked the teddies and I back into bed and left for his hard day's work, the teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly before PIG mum begins a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with only the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
  • PIG mum comes to help with only elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk me to walk to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and 
    continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, 
    rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
  • Breakfast is one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast (not torn intoit, coz I couldn't be bothered getting myself a spoon - too dangerous argh, fingers crossed I can bbl coz I'm really still owed NINETEEN MINUTES online!!

    Cheers,

    Em. ^^

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