Saturday, April 13, 2019

Saturday Post 292b

Heylo again and good evening! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Saturday now stands @ 1290 (See? Told you I'd pass one grand! XD) and secondly, Joni's devotional topic's 'No Greater Love'. Righteo, continuing tonight's events?
  • Woo hoo, 12TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:05am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:15am beginning 
    a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  • The teddies and I cuddle and have an incredible snore, me not waking again for the pot :P until 7:20am, when PIG mum begins her usual a-THUMPING around upstairs. After another pot :p trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7:30am continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • Then the teddies and I cuddle and have an incredible snore, me not waking for the pot :p again until like 9:45am! No point trying to fall back asleep after that; instead, 
    I spent another ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  • Fingers crossed I can bbl, coz I'm still owed EIGHTEEN MINUTES online!!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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