Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work
plodding 673 steps (coz obviously, I’ve not left the house today) and secondly,
TWFT topic’s ‘Understanding Your Desires (1)’. Anyways, events for today?
- For
my first game of Bejeweled ending @
- Aww, my three day awesome sleep streak ended this morning @ 4:05am when nature called; I also used the pot :P again around 6:20am before spending the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Shirley and I cuddle and snore for another hour, PIG mum’s a-THUMPING around my wakeup call to use the pot :P again. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo before leaving for her half day’s work. After dearest dad has retucked Shirley and I back into bed, before snoring happily with her I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Besta arrived about four minutes late today; telling dad she’d have been on time if not for the fact that she’sd had to wait for three trains to pass @ the level crossing! Still, she kindly gave me fifteen more minutes before helping me up; before her arrival I’d spent a final ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Whoops I’ve spent most of the two hours playing Bejeweled! XD Just briefly, then:
- Ela enjoyed her second break this morning when Besta kindly squirted me some toothpaste to brush teeth with.
- Happily
read for sixty-five minutes after breakfast this morning. Reached pg. 111
@
- Did a
stinky unspeakable @
- Showered
@
- Dried, creamed and rekitted, lunch was one big bowl of Besta’s yummy fried rice plus my third and final big mug of white tea.
- I used the loo for two tinkles before Besta left.
- Gonna eat arvo tea and read for sixty-five more minutes now! ^^
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Kim’s helping me up @ 8:30am and not meant to leave till 11am but bet she’ll scamper away early. XD
- Would love lunch out with ESS peers but resigned to a cheap lunch with the parents @ Maccas. Also resigned to a stressful arvo @ the hands of PIG mum toms arvo. *sigh*
- Anyways,
hopefully bbl, else looking forward to seeing everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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