Friday, July 5, 2019

Friday Post 282d


Good evening and [potentially one final greeting for Friday! Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Sunday now stands @ 2003. ha, I’m just over two grand. XD Righteo, potential final, final events for tonight?

  • Now @ 6:09pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:23. That’s today’s quotas satisfied and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I’ve actually finished one more memorable one lasting 9:15!
  • Oh, Joni’s devotional topic’s ‘Worthless Distractions’.
  • Aww, my current awesome sleep streak ended sometime this morning while it was still pitch black; after one pot :P trip the garbage truck came THUNDERING down our road. Honestly, is there a point in praying and asking God for sth if He instead sends you the direct opposite?? >< *sigh*
  • Nature called again around 6:45am and after another pot :P trip[ I spent the ten minutes till 6:55am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  • Shirley and I cuddle and snore, me waking for the pot :P once more when dearest dad walks silently down the hallway and unpops the lock into the garage.
  • After he’s retucked Shirley and me back into bed, kissed me bye and left for his hard day’s work, Shirley and I cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P when PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
  • PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
  • After grabbing myself a spoon, breakfast is one bowl of plain porridge with one wee slice of the delicious green tea cake PIG mum baked last night! I also drank one very large mug of water, one small half-mouthful of milk, popped all my usual drugs :P and I spent another ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  • The great news was that Darcey was unavailable to come gimme a session of rehab therapy, the sad news was that she was attending some funeral and the embarrassing news is that I can’t remember what I did before lunch! XD Didn’t watch Seven’s morning news, I don’t think … had an early lunch.
  • Yup, I got myself a spoon and lunch might’ve been one can of Campbell’s Cream of Chicken soup with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast.
  • After turning the alarm on, I got into the 4WD and PIG mum first tootled us off to Drakes where we bought I think two items.
  • Then PIG mum tootles me off to see Ray for some acupuncture and massage. She’s obviously in her element, yapping unceasingly @ him; my grateful thanks to Ray who always replied and kept a conversation flowing.
  • Next PIG mum goes to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown to try and buy creamed corn; I stay in the car and keepstretching Ela. Today Era helps her stretch for forty minutes before she opens and closes her palm 200 times, holding each for a count of five. Era also helps rub Ela’s fingers for about seven minutes.
  • The last appointment for the day’s to see Aunty Ann for another comfy massage; lol, PIG mum must’ve had a marvellous day today, getting to yap so much! XD

Back home I walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 

Thanks to PIG mum who let Kim inside when she announced her arrival promptly @ 4pm, thus saving me from a potentially dangerous trip to the front door myself.me, I walked myself slowly and safely into the bathroom, always rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 

  • So a nice hot shower for me – I washed and rinsed my hair today. like Thursday, I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sang 20% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.

I have one tinkle before I flip the nice hot water off, mostly dry myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps me dry my back, both legs and Era), mostly cream myself (again, thanks to Kim who kindly helps me cream my back, both calves and Era) then mostly rekit myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps with Erf’s sock, Elf’s AFO and both laces). Then I use the loo for one more tinkle, dry inside both ears, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely back outside, rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 

  • Arvo tea’s one yummy banana and one mug of yummy peppermint tea. Happiness was reading Eddings’ novel for one hour but still getting to read the entire sports report; today I reached pg. 100 @ 5:39pm.

After watching the sports repor, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo for two tinkles then back online, again rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 

  • Kim leaves precisely @ 6pm; she’s back Sunday @ 8:30am and taking me to ESS !

Cheers,

Em. ^^

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