Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3988 steps (hence I'm sure I'll have cracked 4000 steps before Saturday ends XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'As Secure As God Is Faithful'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Commit To The Relationship (1)'; fourthly, Joni's devotional topic's 'Life Will Always Be An Adventure' and fifthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "Priority Of God's Presence' but sixthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY-FOUR MINUTESonline after dinner!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep tonight! Nature didn't call until 7am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Usually, nature calls again hourly after that initial pot :P trip, but for some reason, PIG mum didn't begin her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs and awake me again until 9:45am! After another pot :P trip, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo but before the new carer arrives, I've fallen asleep again! I awake @ the knock and just nod Pearl @ her when she says fifteen more minutes and the new carer says good morning.
- I'm sitting over the pot :P when the new carer enters. Mel's only twenty and doesn't turn twenty-one until like December! She's studying some bachelors degree @ uni related to law and/or criminology.
- We get me kitted and I head over to the bathroom to brush teeth. After drinking the little Snoopy mug of water, I sit over the loo proper. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After wasshing and drying Era, I headed out to the gobbling :p table with Mel. For some reason, dad didn't cook his once-weekly ham and egs; instead, Mel fried me one egg sandwiched between two buttered slices of toast and one slice of cheese. I also drank two mugs of white tea sweetened with one spoonful of golden syrup; horrid PIG mum had hidden both the sugar and honey. *sigh* Then I read for thirty minutes first up, finishing pg. 300 @ 11:12am.
- While Mel closed and locked windows, I used the loo for one tinkle and then climbed into her passenger seat. Thanks to Mel who helped me buckle my seatbelt before she tootled me off to Calamvale Central, parking outside Cha Time and getting a trolley for us.
- First I boought one box of cheap facial tissues and one loaf of white bread from Woolies and then I picked a teriyaki tofu sushi for arvo tea.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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