Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 5165 steps (ha, I'm more than half a normal person today XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic's 'Why You Give In To Sexual Sin'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Be Excited About Your Relationship' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'More Than Brand Ambassadors' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and THIRTY MINUTES online after PIG mum feeds me some arvo tea!! Anyways, events for today?
- Aww, I was about to start a new awesome sleep streak (four days) when nature suddenly ruined it! >< *sigh* Never mind, 'twas still a restful sleep~
- When nature called around 7:20am (PIG mum woke me with her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs), I used the pot :P again for another tinkle and then I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- After PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo, she lets the new carer inside and I get my fifteen more minutes once Pijum flaps his ear @ her. XD
- When the new carer enters my room and taps me up, I sit upright, introduce myself and use the pot :P for one more tinkle before we get me kitted and I head over to the bathroom to brush teeth.
- After sitting over the loo for one tinkle, I wash and dry Era before heading out to the gobbling :P table with Violet, who's from West Africa, has three kids and hails from West Africa.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Weet-Bix porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I sit over the loo once more. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the passenger seat of Violet's car, and after she kindly helps me with my seatbelt (as she does all day), she tootles me off to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown for my fortnightly shopping trip!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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