Saturday, May 30, 2020

Sunday Post 337b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, I've not plodded my HEP ten laps yet meaning I've only been hard @ work plodding about 600 steps; secondly, TWFT topic's "Speak 'In Good Taste'" and thirdly the spam count for the week's twelve but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY-TWO MINUTES online after I watch ESS!! Anyways, events for today?
  • For my first game of Bjeweled ending @ 10:22am, I lasted 6:22. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:25am and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:35am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
  • Shirley and I happily cuddled and snored for another hour, PIG mum's daily a-THUMPING around upstairs my wakeup call to use the pot :P again. Shortly afterwards, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and dump my day's clothes on the bed before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh* 
  • PIG mum comes back to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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